Friday, February 17, 2006

This is hard...

I don't want to sound like a broken record...but this is hard. Launching a high quality site (bear in mind most sites are crap) with practically no help. Always shooting on location...without a car to take you there, hiring models...that then flake after all of the planning and cost you $$$$, etc, etc, etc.

I have had no income for 10 months. Due to the 2257 amendments I couldn't even go back to modeling as US ID would be required and I don't have any. Sure, I've had some teaching gigs...but trust me, no one gets rich teaching. It's been a few hundred dollars here and there which has then gone immediately to pay a model for a shoot, or a location, or my videographer. I am shooting on a shoe-string and have high hopes of doing lots of sites down the line, if I can just get this one started and successful.

Interestingly enough, my goals (for the moment) is not to have enough income to pay me LOL! I guess I'll just keep working for free...but my goals are 1) to be able to afford a full time assistant and 2) to be able to afford a space in SF/Oakland to rent as a permanent studio where I can store my lights, build sets, have an office, etc. I'm probably jumping ahead but those 2 things would make my life so much easier.

Okay, I have to go edit video of Hollie Steven's licking my ass...so not is all bad!

Chanta!

2 Comments:

Blogger Chanta Rose: Bondage Expert said...

LOL, actually it isn't an investor, etc I want. There have many that were interested that I turned away...you see, they can invest in oil and have a guaranteed sixable return on investment...the only reason they want to invest in porn is for reasons that I do not wish to be involved! I just need to win the lottery or something...that way I can maintain my standards and have my models respected without having to answer to someone!

6:26 PM  
Blogger Ryoga Vee said...

I want to help you
anyway i can

11:54 PM  

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