This flu officially sucks!

I have so much to do...and I can't do any of it...it hurts to look at the screen of my mac. I'm so sensitive to everything; light, heat, noise of any kind, and yes, I am impatient. I want to be better now. I had to cancel and reschedule so much and now it looks as if things I have rescheduled may have to be koved again because I don't know if I'll be better by Saturday (at this monet that seems unlikely). For the first time ecver I will day that nyquil and dayquil SUCK! Usually I swear by them but nyquil has not been putting me to sleep and dayquil has not made me feel any better. All they have done is dry me out. I have now switched to sudafed because I "think" I have sinus pain? I've never had it before; pressure around the eyes and nose, a headache,, pain in my ears, etc....that has to be a sinus thing right? What sxcares me the most is the shooting pain I get when I swallow, it is from my left ear down to my throat/glands...why does that scare me? Because it was the same pain I felt almost 3 years ago and when I grabbed my neck there was a lump the size of a golfball sticking out of it...that pain was how I found the cancer. Of course, this isn't cancer but I feel that pain is very similar to smell in the way it reminds you of things.

Okay, enough pathetic complaining, I'm going back to bed.