LAM Skin Two Weekend
So, I am currently in London. I arrive yesterday to have some "chill out" time and tomorrow the Skin Two expo begins which, this is year is being ran by Master Cosmic from the LAM (London Alternative Market). My workshops and demos are not until Sunday but I am sure I will be wandering around tomorrow before ducking off to Covent Garden for some "me" time later in the afternoon. I am on the hunt for gags. I am always on the hunt for gags. Finding good gags that fit females (models sized females) is like finding a needle in a haystack but when I do find them, I always find them in the UK.
I have been doing some serious soul searching of late. I have wanted to write about it, and then I have not. I feel a time of change is coming...for me. It is time to find the right people and get them running various sites at TF. My burn-out is beyond extreme at times, emotionally and physically. When your hands and wrists are in agony from rigging too much it may be time to find some people to do some of the rigging/directing for you LOL! Berlin will be back in Oakland next week directing a couple of scenes for http://www.captivemale.com which is always helpful.
Back to the soul searching. I think many things may have brought it on, but I keep coming back to...that I may have just seen one too many girls with the acne of a crystal meth user, one too many girls with a bad boyfriend or suitcase pimp, one too many girls that is getting fucked in the ass for a living but is too stupid to have health insurance (if you're reading this girls, you know who you are and yes, you are stupid), one too many girls that at the end of their "career" in adult are not well off financially, in their relationships or from an education point of view (ie. they don't know how to do anything else). Or maybe I've just had a bad bunch of girls lately....who knows, what I do know is developing such a moral conscience is probably not good for business. Respecting limits and safewords is a given, being nice to model is natural, feeling responsible for what they do with their cheque after they leave the studio is none of my business but the fact that so many waste it is playing on my mind of late.
I have been doing some serious soul searching of late. I have wanted to write about it, and then I have not. I feel a time of change is coming...for me. It is time to find the right people and get them running various sites at TF. My burn-out is beyond extreme at times, emotionally and physically. When your hands and wrists are in agony from rigging too much it may be time to find some people to do some of the rigging/directing for you LOL! Berlin will be back in Oakland next week directing a couple of scenes for http://www.captivemale.com which is always helpful.
Back to the soul searching. I think many things may have brought it on, but I keep coming back to...that I may have just seen one too many girls with the acne of a crystal meth user, one too many girls with a bad boyfriend or suitcase pimp, one too many girls that is getting fucked in the ass for a living but is too stupid to have health insurance (if you're reading this girls, you know who you are and yes, you are stupid), one too many girls that at the end of their "career" in adult are not well off financially, in their relationships or from an education point of view (ie. they don't know how to do anything else). Or maybe I've just had a bad bunch of girls lately....who knows, what I do know is developing such a moral conscience is probably not good for business. Respecting limits and safewords is a given, being nice to model is natural, feeling responsible for what they do with their cheque after they leave the studio is none of my business but the fact that so many waste it is playing on my mind of late.
posted by Chanta Rose: Bondage Expert at 5:31 PM
3 Comments:
I guess folks who just enjoy porn and know nothing of what actually goes on behind the cameras and when the cameras are off really have little to no idea of what kind of a world it is, and figure it's just as glamorous as it looks, but you know better. It makes you a nettter person that you care enough to even feel as you seem to feel from this entry, but not only is it all not your problem but also there's little more you can do than dispense some good advice, and if they don't listen it's their own faul.
Anyway, I envy you. Enjoy Lady London and give her my best.
LeatherByDanny makes a ballgag that is a lot of fun since it is really more of a bite toy.
Shaped like a mushroom in red - the mushroom 'crown' sticking out the front looks like a traditional round rubber ball gag, while the flattened mushroom stem is held between the teeth and on top of the tongue - The stem may be trimmed for comfortable long term wear.
This means you don't get the TMJ joint pressure of a ball gag, and have a rubbery stem part soft enough to really bite down hard.
My girl likes something to really sink her teeth into while enjoying the forceful orgasms following sensation play. She bites hard.
At Floating World she managed to walk the swing stand across the floor about a foot and leave chain gouges in her ankle cuffs but the ballgag bite toy survived without any permanent teeth marks
Secundo
Who enjoyed his trip to Danny's Workshop http://www.gripcuffs.com/
Hi Chanta: Sorry to hear that you're feeling burnt out, though it was a pleasure to stumble on your blog. I think it's great that you take the well-being of your models to heart, even if it isn't ultimately your responsibility. We need a non-profit group to re-train aging porn stars! Ha... Can't you see the donations pouring in?! In any case, it was your care and intelligence that made you a pleasure to work with. Wish I could help out with the rigging any way. Take care and best wishes, Ed
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