Lazy Days

I have been really tired for the last week. I suppose it does not help that I had the flu and that San Francisco is so fucking cold right now, like bitterly, get into your bones cold. As a result I have been "binge sleeping".. getting up early on the day I have to, and any ither day, sleeping late, well past 10 or 11am.

Just finished up my philosophy homework for this week. You know, I thought I would really love my humanities classes and hate my science classes but it is exactly the opposite. There's one class inparticular that I had to fight really hard to get into and now I am in it I am not enjoying it at all. I want the credit so I won't drop it but I do wish we could move on from talking in riddles to some real argument and debate.

Lots of buzz up here the last couple of days about all the lay off's at Kink. Obviously, some of those people contacted me instantly. When my phone starts buzzing with dozens of textx I know something big has just happenend. It's a real shame how timing can determine everything. A year ago I would have been thrilled to snap up several kink employees and was feeling like I would never have any help in my company because all of the good people worked there...but I was wrong. In that time I have found several talented directors to help reduce my workload, and they don't come with the ego of a kink employee. Regardless of why Kink let so many people go, along with all other small companies, TF may have some rough times ahead. Again, with the timing. A year ago sales were on not just a steady rise but a steep one. Since then things have changed, and I could not, with clear conscience offer someone a full time position. The earth needs to be a little less shaky for all companies right now, even porn ones.

Take care,
Chanta