Inconsolable
Today has been bad, so bad. It started out so well. Had a great class with Satine and a lovely lunch with her and the student...life was good, now it isn't. I just can;t believe how stupid I am and what I have lost today. I'll write more later when I can bring my self to do it. This seems to be a problem I can't solve.
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Everybody does something pretty stupid every once in a blue moon, at the very least (I myself do stupid things more often than that), but that doesn't really make anyone stupid. What could have been all that bad?
oh, it will seem silly. I *lost* (that's not what happened but I'll use that word) a bag that had all of my rope ($600 worth), my flogger (the best flogger ever $300) and the first ever copy of my book along with some other stuff. All of it meant a lot to me, none of it holds any value to the person who has it and financially, the stuff that is replaceable is about $1500 which I simply don't have. It may seem material but this has me really, really upset.
"Silly" isn't the word I'd use... Really, I'd be pretty upset if any such thing happened to me. Perhaps it can still be recoverd? Can you remeber where you "lost" it?
Now *this* is silly, suggesting that you can recovre a lost item that may have not been really lost...
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