The end of a modeling era....
yes, I think my modeling career may almost officially be over.
To be fair, I've been semi-retired for several (5) years, as I would only appear in movies I myself directed and that doesn't feel like modeling at all...but over the last year I started rigging for a lot of companies and then also appearing in the shoots...and that does feel like modeling because I have to follow someone elses direction, I have to negotiate pay (LOL, and I'm expensive when working for other people), etc. To be honest, every time I do it, even when having fun, I feel the life is being slowly sucked out of me. I made a couple of people in this business very rich...and I have no interest in making anyone rich every again (oh, except me...but even if that doesn;t work out, that's okay as long as I don;t build success for someone else).
So yesterday and today i am shooting in Wales (ugh), in the middle of bum-fuck nowhere....and the girl I am "dominating" is ugh. Our (body) chemistry's do not mesh at all....her personality is lovely, and she's tough and doesn't complain but the rest of her is ugh (wow, I know this sounds bitchy). I like "models", girls that realise they are a product and therefore have nice hair, and their nails done, and good make up...and use deoderant and don't have a skanky, stubbly pussy with crusty piercings and little bits of toilet paper stuck to it...because honey, I ain;t touching it...none of your bodily fluid is going to get on me, so figure out that this is porn and babywipe your cunt please. Not all models in porn are beautiful, actually few are, but they make the best of what they have...and again, use deoderant and babywipes.
Shame for the producers really because I am nowhere near on top form, and all this has really done is solidify what I already knew would happen...I am done with modeling, except for myself and very, very few exceptions (it was alreasy only 5-7 people I would work for), I would say Club Jenna and that is about it. I'm working with a girl that turns me off, that I want to not be near in a sexual way and here I am, for another 8 hours having to put my rope, hands and vibrator all over her.
Okay, gotta go do my make up to play with ugh girl....
To be fair, I've been semi-retired for several (5) years, as I would only appear in movies I myself directed and that doesn't feel like modeling at all...but over the last year I started rigging for a lot of companies and then also appearing in the shoots...and that does feel like modeling because I have to follow someone elses direction, I have to negotiate pay (LOL, and I'm expensive when working for other people), etc. To be honest, every time I do it, even when having fun, I feel the life is being slowly sucked out of me. I made a couple of people in this business very rich...and I have no interest in making anyone rich every again (oh, except me...but even if that doesn;t work out, that's okay as long as I don;t build success for someone else).
So yesterday and today i am shooting in Wales (ugh), in the middle of bum-fuck nowhere....and the girl I am "dominating" is ugh. Our (body) chemistry's do not mesh at all....her personality is lovely, and she's tough and doesn't complain but the rest of her is ugh (wow, I know this sounds bitchy). I like "models", girls that realise they are a product and therefore have nice hair, and their nails done, and good make up...and use deoderant and don't have a skanky, stubbly pussy with crusty piercings and little bits of toilet paper stuck to it...because honey, I ain;t touching it...none of your bodily fluid is going to get on me, so figure out that this is porn and babywipe your cunt please. Not all models in porn are beautiful, actually few are, but they make the best of what they have...and again, use deoderant and babywipes.
Shame for the producers really because I am nowhere near on top form, and all this has really done is solidify what I already knew would happen...I am done with modeling, except for myself and very, very few exceptions (it was alreasy only 5-7 people I would work for), I would say Club Jenna and that is about it. I'm working with a girl that turns me off, that I want to not be near in a sexual way and here I am, for another 8 hours having to put my rope, hands and vibrator all over her.
Okay, gotta go do my make up to play with ugh girl....
posted by Chanta Rose: Bondage Expert at 12:21 AM
3 Comments:
But parts of Wales are amazingly beautiful Chanta.
I'd show you round ...
... but I'd be frightened of finding myself tied tightly and left on a mountainside if things didn't work out to your satisfaction!
B xx
Funny, I'd think that would be a perk...
Funny, I'd think that would be a perk...
But I prefer binding to being bound!
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