Lights are SOOO Expensive!

Today I went out with Rick (from Edge Studios) to JCX Expendables. I had made the firm decision to buy the lights I need to make some good video porn. You see, I actually hate to spend money (especially when I'm not making any) and even though I may need something...or my new business may need something so it can start, I will just put it off and off. Somehow I try to find a way to not need whatever it is that costs money...well now, to shoot "good" porn you need lights...that is a fact. There's a lot of crap porno out there and I don;t want to make that kind! So I finally sucked it and bought a couple of lights with softboxes and eggcrates, of course then you also need sandbags and stands so I got those too....agh, almost $2000 later I can now shoot some very well lit porn! Now I have no excuse to not start shooting!

So, I'm back from AZ...it was hell. I don;t even want to go into the story but I'll just say that I may NEVER teach another private class again...or if I do it will be with me being VERY well paid. I'm not going through that hit again for peanuts. I'll write more about it another time cos writing about it will just make me relive it and I can do without that.

Okay, gotta go...tonight I'm making "Filet Oscar" which is just the most delicious meal ever!

Pic is of the scarves that will soon be for sale on AgentSM...I actually got to keep a set and Marty fucked me while I was bound in them the other night...fuck they made me wet!