Some quotes!

I really like both of these and need to write them somewhere so I do not forget them, the first applies to so many people I know that have dreams...and will never do a fucking thing about them, and then when they're old and grey will probably bitch about wasting their lives:

"Vision without action is a daydream, Action without vision is a nightmare"

This second one just interests me, I am not sure if it applies to me or not, certainly when I am feeling ambitious it may, but not all of the time:

"Some people run a race to see who is the fastest, I run a race to see who has the most guts"

Take care,
Chanta

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My fucking mouth still hurts...

I'm almost done with wisdom teeth forever. One more to go, which is being pulled this week. I actually wanted the 2 pulled at the same time but seeing as I OD'ed on pain meds last time when the "butcher" pulled 2 (and 1 had to be cut in half, etc) he thought it was best to just do one at a time this round....and then when I go back in this Friday to have the stitches removed he'll pull the other....no anaesthetic, no gas, and limited novocane...that is why we call him the butcher...but then he does fit me in when needed and is happy to yank my teeth out without all the consultation and x-ray appt's a real dentist would require....

AGH...my tooth...

My wisdom tooth is killing me, should have had it pulled months ago. Am taking vicodin and it still fucking hurts. Dentist says to take codeine but ever since I overdosed on the stuff (last time they pulled a tooth I was in so much pain I took too much codiene and then spent the night throwing up, since then my body rejects codeine) I can't take it, it will make me vomit within minutes of entering my stomach.

My dentist loves me so I could get it pulled tonight or tomorrow or whenever really. I am just trying to manage the pain as I am supposed to be flying to Portland tomorrow for the weekend....

When a good model turns bad...

Ugh, I totally know how it feels to not want to work for other people anymore. I understand that "life being sucked out of you" feeling but what I don't uunderstand is girls that lie or change their appearance and then not tell the producer they have done so. If I book a blonde, then I want her to show up as a blonde...if there has been a "change" in look thenm I want to know (eg. new hair color, new tattoos, etc). It's the same as when a model applies for a job using pictures that are several years old.

When I do model (rarely) for other people now I am actually brutally honest! I say to them; I'm older and bigger than i was years ago. I have scars on my neck from surgery, I have somewhat of a bad attitude at times...oh, and I am going to most likely cost double what you could have got me for years ago! Many girls do this. If they don't want to model anymore they jack up their rates sky high so that people won''t book them, but then if someone does they are being exceptionally well paid for it so then it's okay!

Anyway, had one awful shoot last week. Girl showed up with black hair (although I had heard about this from a friend) and horrendous nose piercing...ugh, and she couldn't take the piercing out. Then the shoot was bad...and she told me she had had a skin condition treated which I then found out the next day was a lie....so I put my other model and crew (and myself) at risk of catching it. It was bandaged though so the risk was minimal but still, it was the lie I have a problem with. If the shoot had have been with me I would have cancelled it, but I had another model there that would need to be paid so we did it, and now I just have to make it look as good as possible in editing.

take care,
Chanta

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Ugh, just can't seem to get motivated and my to-do list before heading down to LA is pretty long...and not getting done fast!!!

Yesterday was so beautiful in San Francisco. The sun was shining, people were partying a few houses down, the air was calm. Hubby and I went and had deliciosu frnech toast covered with strawberries and bananas and then stopped in my favorite gournet food store in the sit to get the most delecious ravioli's. 6 orgasms later (yes, it was a busy day!) we went and walked around the ferry building and bought loose leaf tea...I love tea so much and am very fussy about the quality of it.

Just finished getting this weeks update ready for Chanta's Bitches and let me just say, goddamn. Wow, never have I broken a girl quite like this before...and never has a girl been so happy to be broken. I don't often say this about porn (in general, or that I create) but it's a pretty emotional video if you're willing to look past the rough sex (and I don't blame you if you're not).

Take care,
Chanta

And:

You are 80% Sagittarius

How Sagittarius Are You?

Surprised it wasn't like 100% actually...I am the perfect Sagitarian in all ways, good and bad!

Apparently...

You Belong in Paris

You enjoy all that life has to offer, and you can appreciate the fine tastes and sites of Paris. You're the perfect person to wander the streets of Paris aimlessly, enjoying architecture and a crepe.

What European City Do You Belong In?

Except, I really am a London girl through and through...still Paris is my favorite city in the entire world so they may be right!!!

March 2nd Dinner

I'd been meaning to writ e briefly about my strange dinner plans on the 2nd of March, but sure enough, life got in the way once again and I have been too busy!

Basically, Marty and I had dinner plans with Cyd (CNE's newest webmaster), Sarah Jane Ceylon and James Mogul (webmaster of meinpain, a site I actually launched and worked on for years). So, here I am sitting in a nice restraurant with 3 CNE webmasters, one of which has a job as a result of me being canned (and the fact that he is amazingly talented). It's funny that the people closest to me work there...and it's hard. It means I can never forget the place or really move on. I am always either sad, angry, vengeful, jealous, lost , etc because I have my nose rubbed in the dirt daily with news, reminders, etc....but anyway, that is not what this entry is about. I have a lot of friends there, and these are good people that never did me any wrong....the ones who did are not my friends.

We all had a great time. Lots of funny stories, good food...we were pretty loud, I'm kind of surprised we weren't kicked out LOL! The evening actually turned into somewhat of a celebration...for both CNE and TwistedFactory as http://www.fuckedandbound.com launched on Feb 28th and then device bondage (the site Cyd webmasters) on March 1st or 2nd. Isn't that amazingly ironic? That here we are at a table, having laughs, etc and toasting the launches of our new sites respectively...literally lifting our glasses and toasting to these 2 sites back to back...and one of them is a Kink site and the other a TwistedFactory site? Funny huh? Dining with the enemy!!!! Except my friends are not the enemy, and I hope they all do amazingly well. The entity is the enemy.

Oh, and speaking of the entity and reminders..if one more fucking person sends me some soppy e-mail about the armory, etc I am going to flip out.

The end of a modeling era....

yes, I think my modeling career may almost officially be over.

To be fair, I've been semi-retired for several (5) years, as I would only appear in movies I myself directed and that doesn't feel like modeling at all...but over the last year I started rigging for a lot of companies and then also appearing in the shoots...and that does feel like modeling because I have to follow someone elses direction, I have to negotiate pay (LOL, and I'm expensive when working for other people), etc. To be honest, every time I do it, even when having fun, I feel the life is being slowly sucked out of me. I made a couple of people in this business very rich...and I have no interest in making anyone rich every again (oh, except me...but even if that doesn;t work out, that's okay as long as I don;t build success for someone else).

So yesterday and today i am shooting in Wales (ugh), in the middle of bum-fuck nowhere....and the girl I am "dominating" is ugh. Our (body) chemistry's do not mesh at all....her personality is lovely, and she's tough and doesn't complain but the rest of her is ugh (wow, I know this sounds bitchy). I like "models", girls that realise they are a product and therefore have nice hair, and their nails done, and good make up...and use deoderant and don't have a skanky, stubbly pussy with crusty piercings and little bits of toilet paper stuck to it...because honey, I ain;t touching it...none of your bodily fluid is going to get on me, so figure out that this is porn and babywipe your cunt please. Not all models in porn are beautiful, actually few are, but they make the best of what they have...and again, use deoderant and babywipes.

Shame for the producers really because I am nowhere near on top form, and all this has really done is solidify what I already knew would happen...I am done with modeling, except for myself and very, very few exceptions (it was alreasy only 5-7 people I would work for), I would say Club Jenna and that is about it. I'm working with a girl that turns me off, that I want to not be near in a sexual way and here I am, for another 8 hours having to put my rope, hands and vibrator all over her.

Okay, gotta go do my make up to play with ugh girl....