The amount of Apple hardware in my house right now is insane. Hubby and I decided to take full advantage of buying some tax-deductable computers before the end of 2006 and my office currently looks like a Mac store!!!
To those still living on Planet PC...sorry but I don't get you! I feel as if Mac's are the luxury cars of computing (at least for what I do; which is edit video, retouch photos, etc) and I have the top of the line luxury computer all ready for editing some dirty porn!!!
Planet Mac is a nice place to be...it makes me very happy!
Yes, I admit it. I still look at the CNE sites, especially the ones I started. Afterall, after I was discarded (and they ran out of my content) MenInPain really looked like the ghetto of CNE, misguided and messy...and even though I *knew* the site would continue to grow the fact that it looked like crap was mildly satisfying (while being disappointingat the same time)....anyway, just decided to take a look at the updates page for BehindKink and see the update on Peter and the layout of pics below. Now, CNE/Kink have shot hundreds and hundreds of girls for Hogtied and the other sites...so why? Why is there a pic of Peter feeling up my tits in update page layout? Of all of the thousnads and thousands of images that could be chosen to make up the 12 thumbs or so for this update, yep, I'm tied up and being felt up by the man that ruined my life....
Yes, I know I am postng here less...but this is actually good. It means I am busier than busy with important things as opposed to slumping and writing here...I do find that the amount of posts I do here and how depressed I am directly correlate to one another...so if I'm not here so much, it means I am happy and busy!!
I'm currently weening off of my hormones in preperation for my withdrawal 131 Iodine scan in a months time. This machine looks like a mini CT scan but it's different. I go into nuclear medicine 2 days before the scan and swallow a "tracer" dose of radioactive iodine. When I go back the entire scan takes 30-45 minutes and I usually fall asleep while having it. When I wake up the results are viewable and even to the untrained eye you know if it's good or bad. What we don't want to see is big white spots...or any white spots actually. I've only had one of these come out clear so fingers crossed. I have no reason to think the cancer is back, etc but I still need to check up on it...and I am 6 months late for this scan. Madison told me she wishes I had have had it 6 months ago but the fact is, i could not have dealt with bad news 6 months ago...I may have just given up...but now...now, I'm ready to fight again if I have to 9and of course I'm hoping to not have to).
Okay, gotta get back to editing the porn...my new G5 just arrived...woohoo!!!
I worke up this morning after an awful nights sleep (hubby forgot about the time difference and called at 3am, and the dog decided to start scratching at my door at 5am...and continued to be annoying) and really was in a depressed mood. I felt as if I was having the life sucked out of me...it's a feeling I get when I am somewhere in the world that I really don't like to be....and Canada is always a huge stress for me. Something always goes wrong here and immigration treat me like I have a balloon of cocaine up my ass...I've never even tried pot for fucks sake which makes it all the worse.
Anyway, headed off to the venue and taught "Bondage for Sex" which went realy well. I think (hope) everyone learnt something and had a good time! Later that day, after a delicious bowl of pumpkin soup (yum, my favorite) I did my "Electrifying the Cunt" class with a lovely little demo model that had never tried electro-play before. She was really great and we stopped her cumming a couple of times but then she lost it...AGH!!! Poor girl, after the demo I let her go into the bathroom with the magic wand and finish herself off...she was in their a while so I think she "finished off" multiple times!
Just finished eating at the Indian buffet and am now back at Maxine X's place chilling out. My mood is much better; happy and content knowing that the classes went well and that so far (touch wood) nothing has gone wrong on this trip.
Well, as usual I am very, very busy. I feel as if I am being pulled in so many directions that I am about to explode. It got so bad with the stress last night that I just had to get out of the house. Hubby and I are both home-bodies so we never go out at night but I desperately needed to be in a different environment so we headed to Cafe Trieste for loose leaf tea and cannolli's...2 things that make me very happy!!! Then he let me vent...and vent...and vent. Poor guy, think I talked his ear off LOL, but then, that is part of being married!
Tomorrow I'm off to Toronto for my final teaching trip of the year. I am looking forward to seeing Maxine X and her hubby, I always stay with them and have a great time. Kind of wish they lived here in SF...not sure if it's easy for Canadians to live here or not? Once I get back it's time to apply for a new passport (mine is double size...64 pages, and it's full, it's also almost expired) and then send it off to the various consulates to get my residency stamps put in before I travel again....nothing international until March.
2007 will be a very different year for me than 2006. Less teaching and book signing travel (actually, practically none) and a lot more shooting for my own company which has been renamed: Twisted Factory. We have 1 site live (http://www.chantasbitches.com), 2 more in developement and 2 more good ideas after that to work on. Ideally by the end of 2007 we will have 4 sites live (although 3 is more realistic)....we'll see. We just set up a myspace page too: http://www.myspace.com/twisted_factory so go and become our friend! Oh, so I just noticed I am writing "we" a lot in this paragraph. That is because I now have a business partner. This is great news because it frees me up to do what I want to do (produce content) as well as pumping some $$$ into the company to spend on creating new sites that will kick ass!
Just got back from an afternoon at the new Westfield Mall in SF...I love it there, and trust me, I am choosy about mall's, for the most part I hate them. But then, this is a westfield mall and they are always the best...and not just because I have owned stock in the company for the past 10 years!
Anyway, it's almost my b'day and hubby never knows what to get me so we generally go shopping for a couple of hours where I point out lots of things and he buys them...then he usually has enough to cover B'day and Xmas. Sure, it means I don;t really get any surprises but I am so damned picky that it's better this way...I am guaranteed things that I like/live and most importanly will use. I also picked up his last present for Xmas, now I am all done with his shopping. Next, the in-laws, now that is always a tricky one.
Not sure if I'm inviting anyone but family for Xmas yet. Thanksgiving had 12 people which was large but manageable. Nice to know we can;t invite more than that because we only have 12 chairs LOL!
I always cook Xmas, basically we either have to have it in Australia or we have to do it the Australian way here: lobster, turky and ham with roasted potatoes, roasted pumpkin and corn on the cob...YUM! Oh, and all handmade desserts: chocolate trifle, chocolate ripple cake and a pavlova with strawberries...my mouth is watering just thinking about it!
You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.
